When I saw this message I thought it was the perfect way to start off this particular message. The other day after having a long conversation with my friend, I realized something new about myself. My grandma used to always say you can never really know a person no matter how long you've known them. People change and people grow. Well, I always say that you can't know a person that welll because you don't even know yourself. I meant that in the way of you not knowing what you'll do in sudden instances. Now I feel that same message applies to growth and change. You can always see somebody grow and change but most of the time you miss your own growth and changes.
I noticed some change in myself during this conversation and I didn't like it. I was losing some patience over something that I wanted to control but had nothing to do with me. I was actually trying to show how much I cared and how much I was concerned but instead it turned into anger. I tried to hold it in as best I could because I did not want to be mad. I later felt absolutely ridiculous and how aggressive I was in that moment
Over the years I have noticed different things about myself that I wanted to improve and change. It can be inside as well as outside. I've always felt very thankful that I can notice my flaws and I am willing to change for the better. I know how to take a step back and reevaluate. I know how to ask for help or opinions from the right people who have my best interest.
I often go to God in Prayer for guidance.
♡ STEVIE MICHAELS SPEAKS ♡
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